Building Tents and Mountaintop Experiences
As published on the Seminarian Casual Blog
“Master, it is good that we are here; let us make three
tents, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah” (Lk. 9:33).
In Luke’s account of the Transfiguration, Peter was described
as not knowing what he was saying when he had suggested to make three tents for
Our Lord, Moses, and Elijah. Commentaries
say that Peter was moved by impulsive zeal.
In the Scriptures when tents are mentioned it is usually related to
building tabernacles. In his exposition
of the passage, St. Ambrose commented, “Although he did not know what he said,
he promised an observance that does not heap up the fruits of piety in
indiscreet carelessness but untimely zeal.
His ignorance came from his condition, but his promise from his
devotion. The human condition is
corruptible in this. This mortal body is
not capable of making a tabernacle for God.”
So, perhaps Peter was impulsive but at the core of his heart he wanted
to stay with the Lord and be with Him.
Imagine the scene of the Transfiguration. Put yourself in the scene. (This will be exceptionally awesome if you’ve
been to the actual mountain!) There you
are with Jesus, Peter, James, and John on the mountain praying, and hopefully
not falling asleep. Suddenly you see
Jesus in “dazzling white” and you see Moses and Elijah at His sides. How do you feel? Confused?
Shocked? Dumbfounded? Amazed?
Once you start to realize exactly who’s there you begin to feel this
great feeling in your heart – “Wow this is awesome. I’m with Jesus, the Messiah, the Beloved Son
of the Father, and with Moses and Elijah!
I would love to converse with them and ask them questions and listen to
them. I would love to spend more time
here.” So perhaps building tents would be appropriate.
I’d like to view these tents from a different
perspective. Oftentimes we build tents
for protection, safety and comfort. When
we go camping we build tents. Tents can symbolize
a “desire to stay for a while.” However,
when we begin to build tents in our hearts whenever we feel a certain level of
comfort, it could hinder us from growing.
Take for instance, Peter felt like he was on the top of the world seeing
Jesus transfigured and being in the presence of Moses and Elijah. He wanted to stay. He wanted to spend more time with them. He wanted to remain in this state of bliss
and joy. But, as Christians we do not
only share in the joys of Christ, but also the sorrows. Our Lord had given Peter a “mountaintop
experience” and he didn’t want to leave – he felt safe, content, and
happy. Similarly, in our lives there
will be times when the Lord will allow us to have these mountaintop
experiences, whether it be a very good prayer time, a powerful retreat, or an
unimaginable encounter. However, I do
not think Our Lord wants us to build tents and keep those good experiences to
ourselves. On the mountain Peter encountered
and experienced Our Lord’s glory and was able to believe because he saw it, but
Jesus may have challenged him then, while holding onto that mountaintop
experience, to walk by faith. “On the
next day, when they came down from the mountain, a large crowd met him” (Lk. 9:37). We must come down from the mountain and we
must share what we have seen and experienced with the crowd that longs to meet
God.
These tents could also be attachments we have formed that
hinder us from loving God whole-heartedly, whether they be taking comfort in
our pride or seeking the approval of others, or even being content to stay
where we are with our prayer life. To be
a Christian disciple means to be detached from this world and all that it
offers for it can only be temporary. St.
Paul tells us in his letter to the Philippians that our citizenship belongs in
heaven. This world cannot give us what
will quench the thirst in our hearts because it does not offer living water. Rather we must use the graces that are given
to us during those mountaintop experiences to propel us to move forward, living
fruitful Christian lives, proclaiming the Truth to all peoples.
Our Lord is very good to us, giving us these mountaintop
moments, and afterwards encouraging us then to walk by faith. During those mountaintop moments, we
experience the nearness of God and the deep consolations He offers, and we must
use them to walk by faith, share this gift with others, and invite them along
the journey. As I mentioned before and
is said in Scriptures, in rejoicing in the joys of Christ we must also accept
the sorrows. Just as Jesus brought
Peter, James, and John to the mountain where He was transfigured, He too
brought them to the Garden of Gethsemane when He prayed and suffered. When times get rough, we must think back to
those mountaintop experiences and allow them to motivate us to keep going. When suffering comes, we can choose to be
joyful because of those mountaintop experiences and because of the hope that we
have in the Resurrection. Those
mountaintop experiences can be both attachments that lead us to only want to
walk by sight as well as sources of motivation to walk by faith.
Our Lord will bring us to high mountains where He will give
us comfort and consolation, but when we reach those gardens of sorrow, will we
build tents of comfort and hiding, or will we break down walls of destruction
and separation and build bridges of reconciliation and pave paths to communion?
Let us ask God to give us the grace to
use those mountaintop experiences to walk by faith.
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